aug 27, 2025
holy fuck can everyone please pray that i pass my chem test. Pleas,. i am on the verge of Sickness my throat has been scratchy for two days and my nose is starting to be a little bit tingly. i am fearful. i have an Exam in every class tmrw but i have of those TWO presentations done. one of the exams is easy. and then the chemistry test... shivers. itsokay i believe in myself and in the curve. :pray: also that camera lens i ordered finally got updated man ITLL ONLY ARRIVE *AFTER* MY CAMPING TRIP WTFFFFF bro i wanted to test it out when im not swamped w 7 billion school assignments Man man man Bruhhh buh Bru
holy fuck can everyone please pray that i pass my chem test. Pleas,. i am on the verge of Sickness my throat has been scratchy for two days and my nose is starting to be a little bit tingly. i am fearful. i have an Exam in every class tmrw but i have of those TWO presentations done. one of the exams is easy. and then the chemistry test... shivers. itsokay i believe in myself and in the curve. :pray: also that camera lens i ordered finally got updated man ITLL ONLY ARRIVE *AFTER* MY CAMPING TRIP WTFFFFF bro i wanted to test it out when im not swamped w 7 billion school assignments Man man man Bruhhh buh Bru
aug 26, 2025
starting to realize that no, that first week wasnt an anomaly, my whole year will likely be this busy. okay whatever its fine i just have to get used to it and adapt. thankfully thats like the no.1 thing that humans are good at. i ordered this lens for my camera last week thats supposed to emulate disposable cameras and they STILL havent shipped it out im so mad. i check that tracking site every day atp i feel like its mocking me. Pls. i just want my lens b4 i go camping this weekend... ouuughhh... pls..... i also really want to try car camping but i think theres a three car limit on the campsite and my car would be fourth. Ugh. ough. we move!
starting to realize that no, that first week wasnt an anomaly, my whole year will likely be this busy. okay whatever its fine i just have to get used to it and adapt. thankfully thats like the no.1 thing that humans are good at. i ordered this lens for my camera last week thats supposed to emulate disposable cameras and they STILL havent shipped it out im so mad. i check that tracking site every day atp i feel like its mocking me. Pls. i just want my lens b4 i go camping this weekend... ouuughhh... pls..... i also really want to try car camping but i think theres a three car limit on the campsite and my car would be fourth. Ugh. ough. we move!
aug 20, 2025
i have been so weirdly fucking busy its Lowkey not even funny. i am working on that qna i promise... i wanted to also do the 100 questions to go along with it to make it more of a solidified Thing so await that also... i have been busy but its okay. its all managable. i just have to take it day by day. when you zoom out and put everything onto paper scheduling gets so much easier
i have been so weirdly fucking busy its Lowkey not even funny. i am working on that qna i promise... i wanted to also do the 100 questions to go along with it to make it more of a solidified Thing so await that also... i have been busy but its okay. its all managable. i just have to take it day by day. when you zoom out and put everything onto paper scheduling gets so much easier
aug 19, 2025
genuinely one of the hardest days ive had in a while LOL i finally did my russian proficiency test though! im really hoping theyll give me those credits. im very confident in the listening section. reading and speaking are weaker but i think its fine... writing i have beef. like genuinely. the proctor didnt tell me before the test that i had to download the russian keyboard So i had to leave the testing browser to do so. & then the keyboard that Twas downloaded was so weird bruh i had no clue what i was typing. when i type on my mac w russian keyboard its a pretty intuitive layout... like i = и and z = з Like theyre similar sounds. the keyboard outputs when i was taking the test were so fucked I had to type every letter in every row and then just look at that n count on my own keyboard UGH it was so annoying i was basically typing a letter per minute No joke. so i COULDVE done better... but whatever... its fine.... if my score isnt good enough when they release ill complain or smth idk
genuinely one of the hardest days ive had in a while LOL i finally did my russian proficiency test though! im really hoping theyll give me those credits. im very confident in the listening section. reading and speaking are weaker but i think its fine... writing i have beef. like genuinely. the proctor didnt tell me before the test that i had to download the russian keyboard So i had to leave the testing browser to do so. & then the keyboard that Twas downloaded was so weird bruh i had no clue what i was typing. when i type on my mac w russian keyboard its a pretty intuitive layout... like i = и and z = з Like theyre similar sounds. the keyboard outputs when i was taking the test were so fucked I had to type every letter in every row and then just look at that n count on my own keyboard UGH it was so annoying i was basically typing a letter per minute No joke. so i COULDVE done better... but whatever... its fine.... if my score isnt good enough when they release ill complain or smth idk
aug 13, 2025
today i found out that blender and unity are both actually free to download on mac. i may be a little stupid. im not sure why it never crossed my mind to check them out? i just assumed they were crazy expensive like every other software ever.... im in luck! my schools computer room has both of them downloaded, so i wanted to try downloading them onto my own computer, assuming that id be able to access it w a school account But i dont even need that?!??! this is awesome. anyways. i messed around with unity a little bit and did the tutorial... lowkey made me emotional. the robot and the snow and the bg music i chose (ethereal?) in the tutorial... all so beautiful.. idk it felt like i was doing something kid me wouldve liked LOL
today i found out that blender and unity are both actually free to download on mac. i may be a little stupid. im not sure why it never crossed my mind to check them out? i just assumed they were crazy expensive like every other software ever.... im in luck! my schools computer room has both of them downloaded, so i wanted to try downloading them onto my own computer, assuming that id be able to access it w a school account But i dont even need that?!??! this is awesome. anyways. i messed around with unity a little bit and did the tutorial... lowkey made me emotional. the robot and the snow and the bg music i chose (ethereal?) in the tutorial... all so beautiful.. idk it felt like i was doing something kid me wouldve liked LOL
aug 10, 2025
lighter lighter lighter. i love his ahoge so much its so Moe... he reminds me of a sunfish. im planning on making an itabag with him, since i got a red itabag at the last con i went to. not many characters i like have red motifs, and even if they do their merch costs 7 fishbillion dollars (Akechi...) but im terrified at spending money LOL im not even sure why. i WANT the damn badges ive been thinking about it for like a week but i still cannot let myself buy them wtf. theres even a 7% discount on mercari rn UGGHHHH JUST BUYT THEM
lighter lighter lighter. i love his ahoge so much its so Moe... he reminds me of a sunfish. im planning on making an itabag with him, since i got a red itabag at the last con i went to. not many characters i like have red motifs, and even if they do their merch costs 7 fishbillion dollars (Akechi...) but im terrified at spending money LOL im not even sure why. i WANT the damn badges ive been thinking about it for like a week but i still cannot let myself buy them wtf. theres even a 7% discount on mercari rn UGGHHHH JUST BUYT THEM
aug 9, 2025
need to go outside more.... i rotted in bed for basically the entire summer, but suddenly when school starts up again i actually remember all the things i wanted to do? ugh. i need to find a park near me. bird photography....
need to go outside more.... i rotted in bed for basically the entire summer, but suddenly when school starts up again i actually remember all the things i wanted to do? ugh. i need to find a park near me. bird photography....
aug 6, 2025
school starting soon. terrifying. my schedule seems 2 be decent but i think it'll harder than last years.... ough. i keep akechi nendoroid next to my computer for motivation. if he could juggle highschool, an internship, and being an undercover assassin i can probably pass all my classes LOL
school starting soon. terrifying. my schedule seems 2 be decent but i think it'll harder than last years.... ough. i keep akechi nendoroid next to my computer for motivation. if he could juggle highschool, an internship, and being an undercover assassin i can probably pass all my classes LOL
aug 1, 2025
HAPPY YAOI DAY this is so awesome. ive been playing a TON of zzz lately i am lowkey obsessed w lighter. he has everything i want in a character..
HAPPY YAOI DAY this is so awesome. ive been playing a TON of zzz lately i am lowkey obsessed w lighter. he has everything i want in a character..
jul 30, 2025
driving around w akira nui... super cute. feels weird driving by myself but at least i can pick whatever music i want LOL
driving around w akira nui... super cute. feels weird driving by myself but at least i can pick whatever music i want LOL
jul 29, 2025
akechi nendoroid came in!!!!! i preordered it a while ago as a birthday gift but it came a little late haha. he is super cute!!! the biggest difference from the older one is def the hair - its a warmer tone + a softer sculpt. super awesome.
akechi nendoroid came in!!!!! i preordered it a while ago as a birthday gift but it came a little late haha. he is super cute!!! the biggest difference from the older one is def the hair - its a warmer tone + a softer sculpt. super awesome.
jul 25, 2025
got my license!!!!! went out to a restaurant with my family to celebrate hehehe
got my license!!!!! went out to a restaurant with my family to celebrate hehehe
jul 22, 2025
woke up earlier and took some pictures of birds from my backyard. terrified my neighbors think im a freak but also i couldnt care less.
woke up earlier and took some pictures of birds from my backyard. terrified my neighbors think im a freak but also i couldnt care less.
jul 21, 2025
today: bunny in my yard
today: bunny in my yard
jul 20, 2025
went to kinokuniya! i bought a bunch of stuff, which is uncharacteristic of me haha. they had the trigun stampede vash artfxj scale figure on display and i folded... i finally bought it... its genuinely so beautiful. babys first scale figure! tbh idk where im gunna put it LOL im gunna have to organize out some of my shelves or smth. other than that, i got a jinshi keychain, md blank notebook, some highlighters + pens, an ivan alnst acrlyic standee, a p3r shirt, and vol 1 of monthly girls nozaki kun! amazing trip overall. very worth it.
went to kinokuniya! i bought a bunch of stuff, which is uncharacteristic of me haha. they had the trigun stampede vash artfxj scale figure on display and i folded... i finally bought it... its genuinely so beautiful. babys first scale figure! tbh idk where im gunna put it LOL im gunna have to organize out some of my shelves or smth. other than that, i got a jinshi keychain, md blank notebook, some highlighters + pens, an ivan alnst acrlyic standee, a p3r shirt, and vol 1 of monthly girls nozaki kun! amazing trip overall. very worth it.
jul 16, 2025
went out with my friends today! thankfully it was cooler today than its been the past few weeks. was really excited to see this eng volume of omniscient readers viewpoint... wow.. i totally forgot they were releasing these!! i wasnt planning on buying anything, but orv is my weak point. other than that, i ate some good teriyaki fried rice + got a crumbl cookie. the blue raspberry icee flavor is pretty good. but Wow are they sweet, it kinda hurts to eat??
went out with my friends today! thankfully it was cooler today than its been the past few weeks. was really excited to see this eng volume of omniscient readers viewpoint... wow.. i totally forgot they were releasing these!! i wasnt planning on buying anything, but orv is my weak point. other than that, i ate some good teriyaki fried rice + got a crumbl cookie. the blue raspberry icee flavor is pretty good. but Wow are they sweet, it kinda hurts to eat??
jul 15, 2025
more work on the website... added stuff to about me. and photos section. im not really sure how i want to tackle that yet, but its okay for now. i also added the imgs to the right, and added the hover effect... yea man this is epic as heck balls
more work on the website... added stuff to about me. and photos section. im not really sure how i want to tackle that yet, but its okay for now. i also added the imgs to the right, and added the hover effect... yea man this is epic as heck balls